In the insanely unlikely and bizarre chance that the world ends in the next 23 hours with eerie events such as this. Let it be known that in even terrible times, when having finally achieving a dream turns in to something undesirable, good things can still come of it.
I've discovered over the past month, which is perhaps triggered by the horrendous holiday season, that people are not inherently good. They can be utterly cruel and it may be the culture here, but I am exhausted of it. I'm going to re-devise my trip to searching for good people and figuring out the how of the good in them. I'll go to places like Indonesia where the people are known for their genuine smiles and kindness. I'll find the people here who are inspiringly kind in a culture I've (sort of) learned to despise.
...Maybe this is the ranting of an exhausted mind at the apocalypse...
But also, this.
I've discovered over the past month, which is perhaps triggered by the horrendous holiday season, that people are not inherently good. They can be utterly cruel and it may be the culture here, but I am exhausted of it. I'm going to re-devise my trip to searching for good people and figuring out the how of the good in them. I'll go to places like Indonesia where the people are known for their genuine smiles and kindness. I'll find the people here who are inspiringly kind in a culture I've (sort of) learned to despise.
...Maybe this is the ranting of an exhausted mind at the apocalypse...
But also, this.
you sound sad. Christmas is a time to be with family are you not with your family? your external world is usually a reflection of how y0u feel inside. You wont be happy in Indonesia or anywhere until you are happy inside. Nice screen shot and I hope that you have a wonderful 2013 and reflect on being happy. dont know you but christmas is family times, so reach out to your family and I am sure that you will find the love that you need moving into the new year later
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